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When I think of you there is pain.
I know it is for the best.
That does not mean it does not hurt.
You said you loved me.
Did I love you?
Yes I think I did.
I still want to be with you.
I know I shouldn't,
but I do.
This is for the best.
I still see you in my dreams.
There is something I want.
Even more than to touch you.
I want our friendship to survive.
You were my friend first,
My lover second.
In my heart you will always be.